A beautiful story to understand Nihilism.

Nihilistic Story  

(I will be posting a separate article on nihilism very soon but to get fundamental understanding of it i think the story i created will be helpful.)

A boy with courage to sacrifice for answers -

    A boy name Ram born into a middle class family and ready to face the world curiously with lot of interesting questions and open mindness. He always ask several questions to his parent some are so relevant and common that his parents have no problem answering them, However some queries of him always bother his parents. He will probably ended up doing very great in life his parents always have guaranteed assumption about him. As he growing up with increasing curiosity and hunger to know everything he could ever possibly imagine. He starts finding solutions on his own with the help of internet, books and bunch of other resources. His hunger to know all and everything never satisfies with his attempts. In order to find out greatest mysteries of universe and their answers he tried so hard, some time taking help from science, some time from Religion, person and every other manageable way but he never gets content and no one slightly by no means near to stand on his expectations. In process of seeking ultimate answers he always keep himself busy not caring about what's happening around him. Its also has its negative aspects as well he find himself alone and its not like no one likes him or he lacks in some social skills but the real reason is one could simply not match up with the degree of intellect he has got. As a adult he always busy in exploring, seeking, comprehensing and concluding. He gets inspired by lot of people around him, or may be by the reflection that is nothing but mere illusion. He always wants to be satisfied but never actually find a way to do it. In order to find answers he thought he has to be something or some else like mystical person and to be one of those he spent most of his time reading religious books, praying god, meeting every genius monk to seek for help but more often than not all he got is vague answers and lot of other questions. Eventually he feels empty, void and clueless inside not knowing purpose of his own existence. Always in state of deep, critical and reasonable thinking, not paying attention towards his career nor his health [consisting both mental and physical]. He has lost interest in things and never ever recognize himself changing so drastically. Everyone considers him as failure for society i.e. socially and personally. He lost or say got rid of some of his least friends, Because every relationship requires involvement of time, efforts and emotions by both parties. 

    He thinks Life is too much complicated to live and purposeless. Now he turns into completely different individual than what he was before. No material and immaterial has any impact on his life, he simply doesn't give damn about worldly things. He considers Life with mysterious things around, not knowing exactly what something actually mean. Every day passes in he remains same and literally never tried to change and adopt society.
At his early 60's he found himself with severe medical condition because of this he only left couple of days to live. Now death is waiting for him to hug. But as usual he is not quite afraid, in fact he becomes happy when he heard it, finally comes to an end, all questions, purposeless life, unaware of why we even existed at first place, all the suffering from overthinking everything will fade away for me. But with sadness inside he gives it another shot he tries to think or simply recalling what life is but this time without any reasoning and biased thoughts, He finds its pretty interesting rather than knowing what's being unknown, He embraces the reality of knowing nothingness and finds actual meaning and purpose of his life subjectively within inside, He gets overwhelmed and that's the first time he finds himself free from all burden he carries along with him from very beginning. Now his body not quite synchronizing with himself, he can feel he is dying but at the end before he died he thinks of absurdities he has bore along and tears are coming out of his eyes unconsciously simultaneously laughing at the way he perceive his Life ...........

"Don't Ever Conceptualize Life is Meaningless Just because it is Uncertain."

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